Lorraine

I have nothing to say that I haven't before. Cancer is awful and I wouldn't wish it on anyone, I'd give anything to go back to the old days. I'm so depressed I just had two or thregood days. Today I awoke feeling like crap. Keep the prayers coming. I''m s worn out. Down to 102. Please anyone want to contact me Becky has all the info Thanks 73 for the new you-know-what. My memory is shot Pray for me. It wont be long now S o many of you are in my heart

Going out of harbor aboard ship. No joke. Wouldn't surprise me if I am in Hospice by the end of the week. Haven't any more energy to write more at this time. Don't ever die of cancer. Love and prayers to all. There is no unforgiveness on the other side. Only in hell.

I lost my post. Will try to fix it later.

Happy Anni, Your L! :hug2:

:hug2: Lorraine! PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP!!! YOU ARE STRONG!!! I had gastritis when I was a kid and it was terrible! They had to give me a shot in my ass check. It hurt like Hell!! Please hang in there Lorraine! You are surrounded by many who love you so much!! YOU FUCKKING ROCK!!! Merry Christmas my great friend!! LOVE, Earl Earl, you get worn down and out. You're not giving up, you just want relief. The pain wears you out. Developing gastritis didn't help. That pain is through the roof. I have to back on hospice. Someone in my condition doesn't care if they have borderline high cholesterol. I am already dying, so who cares about minor stuff like that?

Just dropped in for a sec. I am in pain, but wanted you to know that you are all so much in my heart and I am grateful to each of you for all you have done and are doing. Don't stop. :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: :hug2:

Still alive Latest development is gastritis. Do you know how painful that is? Not even morphine helps that pain. Honestly, I can't take much more.

It wasn't pain free, but it was peaceful. The pain is always in a different spot. Today, it was in along the side of the right rib-cage kind of towards the back. Hard to describe the location, but the pain was like a toothache - constant and annoying. Finally had to give in and take a 15 mg. morphine tab. It went away. :hug2:

Never heard of the other person. :huh:

Bravery is doing chemo with all its horrors. I am not brave. I really chose the coward's way out.

:sigh: Not quite.

:facepalm: :eh: :lol: Now, Goose. :blink: Let's not get out of hand. :tsk: If you continue, I will ask the rock gods to play I'll Wait nonstop in your head for weeks. :yes: :madra: :codger: :hug2:

What does that mean anyway - "died from natural causes"?

It does. For whatever reason.