Dweezil

Penny has discovered that the new beaded curtain I made makes noise and therefore gets my attention. SHe's been at it for the last hour demanding I pay attention so she can show me where the dog food is kept. She reckons if she shows me, I'll give her some. Bad dog. Supper is over an hour away still.

:laughing guy:

Do what you need to do, Dweezil! http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/banana%20grin%20teeth.gif Kicked morphine 3 + years ago. Don't want to get back on that shit. It's horrible. So didn't call. Stuck with my Tramadol and a heating pad. I survived :D

Christmas. Life. All of the above

I'm in so much pain, I'm seriously considering calling emergency medics for pain relief

My back and osteoarthritis. Who wants to come finish painting my flat?

The old timers here remember Matty. She has passed away. She fought the the good fight. :madra: One tough dog. :) 15! What a great run for her. I remember you posting photos and how she loved going out with you. I'm sorry you lost her.

:laughing guy:

One of the main reasons I chose to move to this village is that the quack has an office here. Today I get a letter in the post saying they are shutting down this branch and now I must go to the surgery in the next village. A £2.40 bus ride. Thanks. Brexit fall out? LOL :laughing guy:

After receiving two bills totally over £600, today I got a phone call saying it was all sorted and I owe nothing. Thank goodness!!

Here Johnny Blaze. I'm in a partially good mood so thought I'd share my Jackson Pollock inspired painting. Rmember it's been years since I've painted. Be gentle. ANyhow, I like it in my lounge. [ [

Football ;)

"FETCH"ing? LMAO! ^ ^ ^ ^ Hahaha! Yep!

People that talk behind your back. Despicable.

Dreamt of my father the last two nights. First one I was trying to escape but he found me, second one he was punishing me for something.. Really don't need shit like this.

Well let's see her! Maybe. Its been some time since I've painted seriously. I liked it yesterday and I'll hate it today, so I always give it a week or so and if its still palatable then, might post it. So how about posting a photo of one of your previous paintings - one that you feel positive about I would but. I sold most of my stuff in a shop in Dawson Yukon. 11 years ago I moved from Canada to the UK with 2 suitcases. No photos just some sketches of stuff. Lost an established client base and shop to sell them in. Didn't paint much for the last 10 years (as posted previously) and only now being on my own with lots of time to kill am I starting to paint again. I only said it made my day to finish my first painting in my new flat and new life, not posting telling everyone how awesome I am, just happy that I am once more creative. I didn't know that posting something that made my day would create such a hullabaloo and that I would have to post the damn painting. And for the record, I usually hate most of my work and feel rotten charging people money to buy them. However, I want to paint and need to paint and somehow it has to pay for materials. Thankfully none of my clients have come to their senses and demanded their money back. Plus I'm mental. In conclusion, it is a subject best left alone and I will not post about it again.

a close relative is angry because I'm not moving back to the New World. I'm Sorry :(

f**k all

Taking a sleeping tablet and it doesn't work. f**k sakes

The question is, do you think that I honestly believe that I'm quite dim? See, my humour doesn't translate. Everyone elses does in some manner. It's a character flaw of mine but I tend to embrace it. God knows why. I have watched that particular film many times but dim as I am, I don't equate films to reality. It's a failure to connect or something? Anyhow, painting may appear, or may not. I hate it today.

Well let's see her! Maybe. Its been some time since I've painted seriously. I liked it yesterday and I'll hate it today, so I always give it a week or so and if its still palatable then, might post it. What a jip :hail: Yep. That's me. Good for YOU, Dweezil! http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/banana%20with%20hammer.gif Like my BFF used to say, "Do What You Wanna Do." http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/bananaJackson.gif Thanks. I don't want to feel I'm "gypping" anyone. Maybe if I painted it for the public or a client and then wouldn't show it to the intended recipient, that would be "gypping", I don't know. I'm not cheating or swindling people. I do it for myself and it makes me happy. Maybe I need to not share. Or maybe it's the bipolar. Who knows. I'm being bitchy. But so what. Not hurting anyone. Or am I? It was a joke. In fact, I was thinking of that scene in Pulp Fiction when Travolta says "What a jip" to Uma Thurman after she wouldn't tell her joke from Fox Force Five. If you're able to follow all that then you'll know I'm serious...about joking that is. :hail: No, not able to follow stuff. I'm quite dim actually.

Oh Benny was fabulous. I especially like how he objectified women. :tsk: :sarcastic:

1) Fanatics. Always 2) Liars 3) sneaky lying underhanded f**k you around people 4) Trying to live a Bohemian lifestyle but Penny keeps me on a schedule. (haha, not really pissed at her. I couldn't handle shit without that little ray of sunshine)

Well let's see her! Maybe. Its been some time since I've painted seriously. I liked it yesterday and I'll hate it today, so I always give it a week or so and if its still palatable then, might post it. What a jip :hail: Yep. That's me. Good for YOU, Dweezil! http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/banana%20with%20hammer.gif Like my BFF used to say, "Do What You Wanna Do." http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/bananaJackson.gif Thanks. I don't want to feel I'm "gypping" anyone. Maybe if I painted it for the public or a client and then wouldn't show it to the intended recipient, that would be "gypping", I don't know. I'm not cheating or swindling people. I do it for myself and it makes me happy. Maybe I need to not share. Or maybe it's the bipolar. Who knows. I'm being bitchy. But so what. Not hurting anyone. Or am I?

manic depressive disorder