Alsgalpal

Happy belated to you as well!

I concur. And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY WONDERFUL FRIEND!!!

That is so COOL!!!! No pun intended...

At last you're giving your hobo outfit a break! Man, you look amazing as a blonde!

And, just so everyone knows, I'm not liking your posts for the troubles you are all going through, I'm liking them because you are being good friends. KW84, your sig is really funny! This thread needs some funny!

If he can't put whatever it is aside and be there for you right now after everything you've been through together when you need some support, then he's not worth his salt. You deserve better than that K. So, he's worth his salt I guess. We are back together, and I'm happy, but keeping my eyes open until I feel like I can relax. I'm not perfect and neither is he, but we can make this work. If we survived the snag that called her self my best friend, then we can survive anything! I'm relieved and happy about this, but now we just have to get my mom healthy. Evidently she's waiting a month to start treatment since she wants to have my girls for spring break. I wish she would start now. I've been refraining from 'research' on the interwebs about colon cancer, stage 2. I have a very close friend that has just finished treatment for breast cancer and is in the process of kicking its ass and regrowing her hair. She's done research for me since she knows what an 'intense' person I can be when I'm stressed. She says it's a tough road, but it's beatable. I get to see her today. I get to spend the whole day with my family after I get off work for my youngest's birthday party. I guess Maw has dropped quite a bit of weight since I've last seen her and she tires easily... :(

Thank you. I really wish I could to to my boyfriend, or whatever he is to me. I really wish he would shit or get off the pot. All of this is setting in and I got super sick. I wish I could have all of you in my living room with me. :(

Stage 2.

Yeah. I'm ready for 2015 already. I'm sorry Greyfriar.

I only liked that because you still hear from her. Today, I'm completely numb. I can't talk to Eric. His friend told him before I had a chance to talk to him. I. Just. Feel. Lost.

Thank you. I'm here at work trying to even focus on quotes. I just can't. I will do it though.

Growing up, my mom has fought and battled cancer and kicked its ass. She was pregnant with my baby brother when she had premature labor at 6 months and he died. They did discovery work on her to find out why she went into spontaneous labor like that, and found cancer all through out her reproductive tract. He had a complete hysterectomy and removal of her ovaries at the age of 22. I was 5 years old. I remember how sick she was... I was a scared little girl. She went through the change of life at 22 years of age. She went through chemo and radiation. She was so sick. Now, after repairing our relationship 16 years ago and not living close to her, We are a familiy again. I let her make up for the mistakes she made (she's the one that feels like she has too, I have forgiven her completely.) with my girls. She's such a great grammy. I'm proud of her. I know without the drugs and alcohol addictions she would have been a great mother. She was a great mother in her sober days with me. I love my momma. I got a text here at work. She just found out she has colon cancer through a colonoscopy. I can't take much more of this, and I know that sounds selfish, but I'm at the end of my rope. My boyfriend doesn't want me. My kids dad is trying to weasel them away from me. My momma just found out she's type 2 diabetic and now colon cancer. She found all this stuff out in a weeks time. The girls don't know, so I've kept it off of Facebook. I wish I could just call E and feel his strong arms around me. I'm so scared.

Back in the day before I had a cell phone, we had a cordless phone that would sometimes lose it's sound. We would warn the other party on the phone and tell them I had to beat the phone up, I would then proceed to beat the damn thing against anything hard. Three times is all it took for the sound to come back. The other person could hear us, but we couldn't hear them. One day, my oldest (she was two!) picked up her toy phone to play with it, listened, babbled little girl todler babble, and then said "ok, hold on." and beat the phone against the wall 3 times and then started talking again. :LMAO: So cute. I pace when I talk because I freaking hate talking on the phone and feel trapped. So, I move when I talk.

:syrinx: :spitwater: :LMAO: I you guys!

Finally went back to my old dr and got my refill. Only to have him call me back and tell me that I had methodone show up in my drug screen. I have never had the stuff and that's why I ran screaming from my old drs in the first place. After some research, I found out that Tylenol PM will show up as methodone. The diphenhydramine is like a cross something or other. That's fine. Whatever. I will have Kaiser soon and will have to switch again anyway. Ugh. My life.

This happened last night, but I'm still laughing. My youngest child accompanied me to the barn to take care of the horse. Dear Daughter: Did Vinnie have his nerds clipped yet? Me: Nerds? DD: Yeah. His stuff. Is he clipped yet? Me: His nards? Huevos? Testes? DD: Ew. I don't like those words. It's his nerds. Me: :LMAO:

Where? Linky?

Your eyes could be as dark and ghastly as the infernal pits of Hades and I would still like you. Not that it matters but green eyes are a deal breaker for me..... :sarcastic: That stings. What's wrong with green eyes? :boohoo: Well, damn if I'm going to post a picture now. Not with my fugly green eyes all looking into the camera. I am doubting my affection is paramount to you. X-1 may enjoy your eyes.... :) Everyone's affection is paramount to me. ;) Seriously though, why the hate for green eyes? I'll admit that for me, I like darker eyes. No matter the color. Dark blue, dark green, deep deep dark brown. Light colored eyes kind of freak me out. The lighter the color, the freakier they look. I have hazel eyes. They range from a brown/green color if I'm upset and crying. Or, they turn almost black if I'm wound up or angry...

I've seen pics of her before. Wouldn't be making a flirting fool of myself in all these threads otherwise. Whew. Dark brown here. Am I the only person on planet earth not to see a pic of this woman? I think I will need to shift my focus elsewhere... :) Alrighty. Here's one and I cropped it to show my eye color against my youngest who has blue eyes. (This was from a few years back. I'm a brunette again.) So, I guess it's just a teaser Narpet. I'll try to be more liberal in the future with posting pics again. http://i378.photobucket.com/albums/oo228/LifesonPics/blondie_zpsacad1a78.jpg Janie, I've never seen a pic of you before! I've always imagined you as very high energy 4'11" and 75 pounds soaking wet with dark hair... :)

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/spiritcreekmountain/IMG_20140117_124458.jpg This is me today. I went to MotoCorsa in downtown PDX for lunch with a work buddy. This made my day. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/spiritcreekmountain/20140117_123545-1.jpg Mmmm.... :drool:

I wish they had a rewind switch somewhere. Mine are 13 and 11. I miss their baby-ness every day. I always wanted to get remarried and to have a child with someone that I really truly loved. It's too late for me now. I loved being a mother to a baby all the way up to this point now. It's one of the most rewarding things I've ever encountered. I cry at every birthday and start of a new school year. This fall I will have a new highschooler and a new middle schooler. I'm going to have to take a personal day off to recollect myself. :( I don't want them to move away when they get older... They are all I have. But, on the flip side, I'm so proud of them and the people they've turned into. They are turning into great, strong young women. What more could a mother want for her girls?

He looks like he would have to scrap the crust off to be able to go...

I would love to just have a good conversation like that in the first place... :sigh:

Working around all these sessy new cars... :drool: I walk up to each one of the ones that have made it to my "OHMYGODIGOTTAHAVEYOU!!" list and say "Hi. How YOU do'n?"