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  1. FYI I met Eric online. It was some stupid website that one of my employees told me to try because "It's super cool, people rate your pics!" Well, one rainy weekend I was bored and wanted to see what I would rate. I put up four pics. One of me standing with helmet hair, in my riding gear looking all mean n' stuff with two other motorcycle friends. The other was one of me that same day kissing the fairing of my bike. The other was a head shot of me in make up and the other was one at the beach with a ball cap on trying to keep from getting sandblasted. Then I forgot about it for a week or two. When I remembered, I logged on and was surprised to find my pics at a 9.5 out of 10. I thought "Holy shit. These people MUST be desparate." I started rating pics myself. I gave low scores to women that were doing duck faces and showing cleavage and giving high scores to the classy ones. The guys, well I was a real bitch to the ones that were dressed like douche bags. Then I saw the most beautiful man I've ever laid my eyes upon. I looked at his profile, saw a couple girls were fighting over him and then saw that he was indeed beautiful and we had 99.99% of our interests in common. I emailed him explaining that I wasn't really looking for a boyfriend, that I enjoyed my life and career. I also told him about the things I enjoyed doing. Flying RC aircraft, photography, horses, hiking, fishing, camping, and most of all, spending time with friends and my beloved sportbikes. His first words back to me were "Oh my god. Are you for real?!??" The rest is history. He's my very best friend. The love of my life. I never knew that you could love someone so much that wasn't your child. That kind of love was lost on me. I never knew love until I met the man that has been so supportive of my dreams, my goals, he helped me get back into riding again after my accident. I almost gave it up, and he saw how much that broke me and so he bought my Ninja for me and we haven't looked back. We've been through hell and back together, and we are doing just fine. We've helped each other, we've hurt each other, we've loved each other and we are each others friend. He's not a perfect person, but he's perfect for us. My girls love him and prefer him over their dad, and he's a wonderful step parent to them. I'm so thankful that we have him in our lives, and we are so blessed. He took on a family that wasn't his when he was 25 and has supported us very well. I didn't want him to have to do that, but he did. I take care of him at home. I make sure that dinners always made, that the house is clean, the yard work done and his laundry done so he can do the things he wants to do since he's so good to me. He will massage my back for me every night if I need it and sometimes at the end of the day, we will be together on the couch massaging legs/backs just spending time together. This still is going on after almost 7 years together. I'm so glad I didn't give up on him during our trials. I've been strong for him since he's been strong for me. I truly love this man with all my heart and soul and never regret joining that stupid website. Online dating isn't so bad, but just go into it with an open mind and no expectations and the universe will bless you with your own best friend! I truly wish everyone in the world had their own version of their Eric. The world would be such a better place. Don't give up. Someone is out there that will give you wings and un ending love.
  2. :yay: :banana: :yay: Happy birthday Testy!
  3. The new sexual revolution. Ducks have equal rights! :codger: Oh, and I heard that you don't like it when people try to use you as the rubber ducky in their bath waters... What if it's one of the hawties in your sig? ;) Even Buckethead...
  4. Quick update: My mom has surgery on May 29th. I have that day off. I'm going to be staying all day at the hospital. Lately, seems as if everytime I turn around someone is passing on from Colon/Rectal cancer of some sort... This isn't a good thing to have in my mind. One of the people's daughters started a cancer journey blog and the resemblance between that woman and my momma are incredible. I started reading the blog, and it was like a train wreck. I couldn't look away... So far I've been great at not looking up cancer online. I. Just. Can't. It scares me. Life with Eric is getting easier. We are making the slow recovery with each other, and last night I heard some things I needed to hear as well as 'uncovering' something really awesome he meant for me to find on Friday as well as having an awesome Sunday together. You know, resurrection and all that... We are on the climb I think. I'm sure that there will be rough spots, but we are both learning and being vulnerable with each other. I'm relieved. I hope we keep improving. My eldest child had a falling out with a friend she's had for 7 years. Since they were wee ones. Best friends even. This gal told my daughter that she no longer wanted to be friends with her anymore because she was so 'mopey'. My daughter has been having issues with her father, you know, the guy that I was married to who was abusive towards women? So, he's pulling his pathetic man child bullying with the girls now and they hate being with him... So, she's really struggling with my mom being sick and their dad being an ass. They know something is up with E and I, but I haven't told them at all. They have enough on their little plates... Well, this girl told my daughter that she was too down all the time and that she needed positive people in her life. This was a girl that had tried to date the guys my daughter liked, stabbed her in the back a few times and then contacted me to say she was afraid my daughter would start cutting again. Wait, what the hell dow you mean AGAIN??! She never cut in the first place. I know this for a fact. I keep a keen eye on my kids. So, I called their dad and had him look. They weren't cut marks, they were cat scratches on her arm from my moms cat when the girls were at her place for spring break. My mom had text me right after she saw the cat lay into my kid... Ugh... What the f**k is WRONG with people? My daughter is crushed. I understand how she feels. I'm glad that her and I have an open and honest relationship about her life. Like I needed that little ex friend twit of hers digging her heels in and going out with a fizzle when she ended the friendship with my daughter.... Work is doing a lot better. My boss changed my schedule and fixed it so I only have to work one night a week now. I'm going to be home by 6:30 every night. I'm happy about this. He's also helping me put a game plan together so I can be even more successful at work and earn higher commissions and bonus. Huge weight off my shoulders. Huge relief. I'm selling my horse. I don't have the desire to belong to an animal right now. She needs someone that has the time and desire to be with her. I have neither. I prefer my motorcycle at this point. I just want the financial freedom instead of throwing money away each and every month. I would have an extra $400 per month if I didn't have her... That would be huge. Very beneficial.
  5. Hey he's my age! I didn't know that! Right on! :D Yeah, he is! Did you get to meet him too when I met you? He's just the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on... I really wish I could hang out with you again! That would be awesome.
  6. Thank you guys! It's been comforting to come here and see the outpouring of support. It's very much appreciated. I went and bought vitamins last night, and then went for a run this morning before I rode my Ninja to work. I feel like I took an ibuprofen for the pain... It's there but tolerable.
  7. I wish all of the Rush Forum peeps lived closer too. :( Especially you.
  8. I've always dated men older than I am. Eric is 8 years, 10 months and 15 days younger than I am. We have a great relationship most of the time. People usually guess wrong on our ages. I'm always carded and he's always accused of being in his late 30's... The age thing bothered me a lot at first, but I felt so secure with us that it didn't matter after that.
  9. Soooo... is your dating profile pic some of the really awesome avatars you have posted on here in the last 6 mos or so? :ebert: For a video clip, do your zerbert in slow motion videos that you told me about! :haz:
  10. Tuesday and Wednesday were my weekends. The last two days I've been doing hair for the gal that I bought my horse from. She wanted to see her since she misses her, and I thought 'Why not?' So, during our hair appointment, she's bitching about her hair that she turned red even though I've always told her she shouldn't do it because she never likes it and then damages the shit out of it to get the red out. So, I worked on this needy, backbiting woman for the last two days. I toned the color to cancel out the red, and then she panicked over the toner I used. Made me rinse it out early, then was pissed that the red was still there. All while this is going on, the barn owner sent me over 20 texts about my hay situation, my stall being cobweby, the horse pushing out bedding into her run, how she wanted to move her to a center aisle stall because of that. I can do no right with this woman right now. She bitched about my horse, my hay delivery people and the 4H $10 check that I already paid for. Then I got the message from my mom yesterday while Red Bitch was having me work the red out of her hair. Later on, when I got done with my counsellor, I rode out to the barn to check on the horse, and saw that the Red Bitch was still there. She chewed me up one side and down the other for not taking good care of the horse. (!!!! She's the one that abandoned her, thats how I got her!) she told me I needed to change her hay, her grain, her turn out (that I need to move her out of there immediately) and that my tack is hurting her even though I haven't been on her in 6 weeks. She bitched that the horse needed shoes and that she was out of her mind with anxiety when she took her out of the stall... First of all.... Last time I let that woman ride her, the horse was in so much distress I told her to get off of her. She's afraid of this woman. I haven't been riding because the farrier trimmed her feet too close and he's not coming back again. There was a feed misunderstanding and she didn't get her food the way she needed and dropped some weight. She's back up to where she should be now. She gets turned out daily. I work her almost daily. I was pissed. Then, the other barn person started in on me about my youngest child and how she hasn't been listening during the riding lessons. I told her that she is normally pretty good and that none of us are quite up to par mentally due to being extremely worried about my mom. She piped back with "yeah yeah I know. My dad had cancer too. No big deal." NO f***ing BIG DEAL? What the f**k is wrong with people? I just want people to back off. I'm being pulled in so many different directions. Work is sucking ass right now because the new girl took over my schedule because she needed her social life back. She doesn't care that I've been fighting my ex husband over bringing the girls home because I've been working nights... He wants to keep the girls indefinitely since he wouldn't have to pay child support. I told my boss that my home life is sucking and that Eric and I are on the outs because I'm never home and that I'm on the verge of losing my kids because I don't have enough money to pay for a lawyer... New girl doesn't care since it's not her. Boss told me he didn't care. Even though he promised me Monday -Friday days after we got enough people. He doesn't care. I guess seniority and loyalty with tons of hard work doesn't pay around here... My life is shit and I just want it to be ok. I need to breath. I need to feel like I'm not on the verge of losing everyone. I f***ing hate this shit. What the f**k is going on? I just want my mom to be ok, and I want Eric and I to be ok. That's all I want. I can deal with the other shit...
  11. They found a shadow in her lung as well. Possibly metastasized.
  12. OH, LEE FREAKING PACE. That man reminds me so strongly of Eric, it's not even funny... NOM.
  13. Alan Rickman Michael Phelps (only because his body looks like Erics!) Trent Reznor, (90's flavored.) Alex (80's and 90's flavored) Ryan Gosling Eric Banna Narp The Analog Grownup and, most but never least, Eric. He's the most beautiful man I've ever laid eyes on. I'm sure there's more...
  14. So, mawmaw has her CAT scan Tuesday. They are unsure whether to do a huge abdomen opening surgery, laproscopic or just do 6 weeks of chemo. She's starting to feel pain in that area now. :( She is downplaying it saying it's just the symptoms of the cancer, but I know it shouldn't be causing pain.... I'm kind of scared...
  15. The Schlong thread. :LMAO: Then misreading Boots name... Sorry about that, Boots!
  16. YBT, I love the hemp lace! Those are beautiful! I would totally buy come. Janie, I love Moon River and Subdivisions! I would buy those too!!!! Gorgeous! I would love to make jewelry, but that would have to be added to the millions of other things I enjoy doing... :sigh: Hobo! You have good talent! I dig those! Thanks Kris :) I'm going to be making more soon... different colours and I have a few other patterns I'm working on. I guess it's kinda in my blood... my mom makes dreamcatcher inspired jewelry... at least she used to when I was a kid. She doesn't work with lace tho. I would really love to learn how to do lace... Ugh... After spending time in the Schlong Schlorking thread, that doesn't even sound right...
  17. It's ok. Some holes need to be filled. I... I just couldn't... I couldn't help myself. This thread is gushing with awesome.
  18. YBT, I love the hemp lace! Those are beautiful! I would totally buy come. Umoveme, I love Moon River and Subdivisions! I would buy those too!!!! Gorgeous! I would love to make jewelry, but that would have to be added to the millions of other things I enjoy doing... :sigh: Hobo! You have good talent! I dig those! I forgot some things on this post and used someone else's name for anothers creation. All aboard the FAIL boat....
  19. Welp. Looks like I should plan a motorcycle trip soon. I have always wanted to see Yellowstone... :P
  20. I used to fly! I used the Real Flight simulator. I could take off, do snap rolls, barrel roles, hover above the ground nose up (I can't remember the name!) do a harrier, but never land... I can never land!!!! It's been about 6 years since I've flown. I used to fly real life with a buddy box, but flying a heli??? Hell. No. I did buy Eric a Raptor can't remember what for Christmas one year. He opened it and saw it was the one he'd always wanted and almost cried... :(
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