PolarizeMe

I gave my time to return to mourn & pay my respects for Neil w/y'all, but now it's time for me to go & finally move on. For real this time. Have A Nice Life :hi:

Right. Even though I’m now recovered from whatever it is that made me sick, I don’t leave my room unless I need to get food from the kitchen, use the bathroom, or do menial household errands (take out the trash, laundry, dishes, etc.) and when I do, I don’t do it unless I’m the only one outside my room. When I go to the backyard just for fresh air for 5 minutes or so, I’m usually the only out in the backyard. I do it 2-3 times a day when there’s an opening and so I don’t succumb to cabin fever.

I go out my backyard at least one or twice a day just for fresh air. But yeah, I’d like to go and do the very few things I do outside my house. On the other hand, my creativity’s finally permeating (not much, just some bits of riffs, ideas, scrambled lyrics, etc.) & I’ve given my bass more love than I had for the past 7-8 years and it’s all thanks to the pandemic.

Uh...I’ve been doing better since the last TOST. Twitch just chatting w/this streamer I’ve recently followed w/wholesome vibes on Friday night & watching Drowse’s FB live stream performance last night helped a lot as far as me feeling emotionally/mentally better. As far as my health, it’s getting better and the coughing is slowly withering away. Sis is doing better too to the point she’s seems to be going about her usual hobbies & things while maintaining social distancing.

F**k it, I’m just gonna say it. I probably have Covid-19. Been sick-ish for about 3 weeks now. Don’t have a fever but the first week I felt perpetually nauseous which has since been gone however I still have this cough that never fully went away but it’s been getting slowly weaker.

I had an insomnia related anxiety attack Wednesday night into early Thursday morning myself before it crashed me to sleep. Then I woke up later that day w/only a vague memory of having it but no recollection as to why I had it. I think I need to calm down myself...

The files I sent you are the raws. What I did was edited & mixed the vocals playing along to the instrumental mix but removed that track when bouncing the files onto the disk so that they’re the raw vocal takes. SHIT. Don’t listen to the “Virgin” take cause I forgot to remove the instrumental on that one. Sending you the corrected version now.

The files I sent you are the raws. What I did was edited & mixed the vocals playing along to the instrumental mix but removed that track when bouncing the files onto the disk so that they’re the raw vocal takes.

Very possible, but you might be getting two versions of them! Took probably 50+ takes but I finished them. Gonna have to edit it later today and then it’s off to the eMail.

Very possible, but you might be getting two versions of them!

Oh god, even Cathy who runs Sargent House is praising Murder Most Foul? f**k it, I’m done. At least Melon has the right idea to put it in the Meh bin.

And on the complete opposite end, I’m re-vibing w/this song very hard. Probably the earliest “experimental” music memory I had was listening to this song when I was 5 or 6.

Love the bass groove on this. In a post-DEG era, this is the kinda J-rock/metal that vibes w/me.

I’m usually a no stage dive person but if there’s a band I think warrants it & if there’s people doing it then I’m inclined to do it. Those two Pig Destroyer shows definitely felt right to do it...and I REALLY wanted to do it for Blood Incantation cause they did two whole albums and it f***ing lit everyone on fire but the Anti-Valentine’s Day crowd (me & friend went by ourselves as singles lol) wasn’t feeling it so it didn’t happen.

Honestly my respect for anyone who dares do this would crash through the roof. my fat ass would kill someone on accident I stage dove to two straight nights of Pig Destroyer once (that was the 3rd & 4th time I ever done it I think)...I think I was the one who got killed. Have a now distressed & ripped on one leg jeans to prove it, haha.