Hi, I read your whole heartfelt and deeply moving post. I can relate to what you have said here. That might be why Subdivisions would have to be my favourite song. I was and probably still are to a certain extent, a misfit just trying to fit in. Rush and their music has helped me through many tough times. Right now I am basically alone. Both of my parents are gone, my dad just a little over a month ago. He was also my best friend. Lately I have been buying many Rush collectibles and art work, as it make me feel like I still have that connection to the them. Of course the music is the main component that helps me. I can say that I am amazed to see many women into Rush. I have been a fan since 1979 when I was just 13. All women around me hated Rush and could not relate to how I felt about them and their music. They are retired, but the music will live on long after we are all gone. Thanks for sharing. I was moved by your words.