Day of Light

vegan water

im on league

yeah I know

actually rude all the time

made it better

tackle the rush head on

bosnians

plenty of enriching experiences out there if one is willing to have them

they don't really love me they more so love the idea of being caring parents

used to think my parents were controlling and selfish and harmful when i was a teenager, thought maybe they were right and had my best intentions in mind but still unpleasant to deal with when i was older and now!

requesting gratitude is a terrible look

never really set in how cheap some people are until i actually got money

"they don't make you take those pills do they?" lol

"at least i'm well adjusted unlike those other people" becomes an excuse narcissists use to justify their stupid harmful behavior

"nah you're normal just try harder" 99% of the time "wow you're crazy you have problems get help" the 1% of the time you're actually severely acting up "i never said you were crazy!" the day after repeat ad-nauseum

technically not even in therapy for anxiety but the history of anxiety/isolation/repression comes up a lot and i basically have to explain how i dealt with all of that mostly on my own i was never well-adjusted and still have problems

if literally anybody close to me had ever told me i had an anxiety problem in all of these years i would've sought help for it sooner

crazy to think i'm basically done with every one of my classes even though i'm graduating next year due to capstone mishaps

nice! that sounds fun. i've been trying to meet e-friends for a while now but the two plans i've made have fell through, both for different reasons. i put my gen location into my bio on another website in case i meet anyone cool who i wanna hang out with on weekends or maybe be roomies with, we'll see. if you wanna play tomorrow for some matches i'm down i work all weekend every weekend now but playing together when we're both free would be fun for sure i had been wondering where you've gone

i'm meeting a league friend for spring break

ye

apartment searching

smelling the thievery

springtime in the park

tournament arc