theredtamasrule Posted May 16, 2017 Share Posted May 16, 2017 Two close family members have incurable illnesses. And the odds of me needing emergency open heart surgery during my procedure next month wentup Damn dude, peace be with you and yours. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 16, 2017 Share Posted May 16, 2017 Well today the thoughts were ao bad I cut again. I'm sad that the thoughts won't go away no mater what I do, but I am gonna tell my mom in a bit to get me help. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vaportrailer Posted May 16, 2017 Share Posted May 16, 2017 Well today the thoughts were ao bad I cut again. I'm sad that the thoughts won't go away no mater what I do, but I am gonna tell my mom in a bit to get me help. Glad you're going to talk to your mom about this. Good luck! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 16, 2017 Share Posted May 16, 2017 Well today the thoughts were ao bad I cut again. I'm sad that the thoughts won't go away no mater what I do, but I am gonna tell my mom in a bit to get me help. Glad you're going to talk to your mom about this. Good luck! Thanks, I Hope she does not get too upset. My dad would yell at me though if I told him, but sooner or later he is gonna find out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blueschica Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Maybe I actually am a hypocrite :( I think everyone is, in some kind of way. Who's perfect? Wouldn't it be a crappy world if people were perfect? Don't be too hard on yourself. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blueschica Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Well today the thoughts were ao bad I cut again. I'm sad that the thoughts won't go away no mater what I do, but I am gonna tell my mom in a bit to get me help. I agree with vaportrailer, I think that's a good idea if thoughts are bothering you enough to cause cutting. I just saw this today- sounds kind of simple, but maybe it would help with the intrusive thoughts- the article said it helped veterans with PTSD thoughts- journaling 20 minutes a day- http://nymag.com/scienceofus/2016/09/journaling-can-help-you-out-of-a-bad-mood.html?mid=emailshare_scienceofus 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Well today the thoughts were ao bad I cut again. I'm sad that the thoughts won't go away no mater what I do, but I am gonna tell my mom in a bit to get me help. I agree with vaportrailer, I think that's a good idea if thoughts are bothering you enough to cause cutting. I just saw this today- sounds kind of simple, but maybe it would help with the intrusive thoughts- the article said it helped veterans with PTSD thoughts- journaling 20 minutes a day- http://nymag.com/sci...are_scienceofus Thanks sm 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blueschica Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Two close family members have incurable illnesses. And the odds of me needing emergency open heart surgery during my procedure next month wentup That's a lot to deal with, Union. I'm so sorry to hear this- I'll keep you and your relatives in my prayers and be sending healing thoughts your way. I'm hoping this is one of those cases where things look kind of dark and then turn out to be better than expected. Hang in there, we're with you! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That One Guy Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Two close family members have incurable illnesses. And the odds of me needing emergency open heart surgery during my procedure next month wentup That's a lot to deal with, Union. I'm so sorry to hear this- I'll keep you and your relatives in my prayers and be sending healing thoughts your way. I'm hoping this is one of those cases where things look kind of dark and then turn out to be better than expected. Hang in there, we're with you!Whenever I end up seeing him I'll personally buy him a large beer and deliver a nice hug 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Everything :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JohnnyBlaze Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Everything :( getting cheered up by friends Jamie made me smile a bit, so did a funny video :) 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Everything :( getting cheered up by friends Jamie made me smile a bit, so did a funny video :) I have a mix of emotions and feelings rn, kay?? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mystic Slipperman Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 My ex-wife is now married to the love of her life, but he is very sick. He had heart surgery about a month ago, but his recovery is slow and he keeps having complications. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JohnnyBlaze Posted May 17, 2017 Share Posted May 17, 2017 Everything :( getting cheered up by friends Jamie made me smile a bit, so did a funny video :) I have a mix of emotions and feelings rn, kay?? Most people have them. You're not unique in that regard.But you can't rightly say "everything" made you sad given those two other positive posts. Appreciate your friends because you obviously have some. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Union 5-3992 Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 Two close family members have incurable illnesses. And the odds of me needing emergency open heart surgery during my procedure next month wentup That's a lot to deal with, Union. I'm so sorry to hear this- I'll keep you and your relatives in my prayers and be sending healing thoughts your way. I'm hoping this is one of those cases where things look kind of dark and then turn out to be better than expected. Hang in there, we're with you!Thanks, I really appreciate it. The odds for my heart thing is low still at least. I was just bummed because he said it rose a little bit due to scar tissue in my veins. They want to pull out a wire in my vein but it's surrounded by scar tissue and will laser it away. There's just a chance they could laser away more essential tissue. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 I'm a f***ing hypocrite and a piece of shit :( 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mystic Slipperman Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 Stop. Everyone is a hypocrite to some extent. Please don't. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Permanent-Rush Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 Stop. Everyone is a hypocrite to some extent. Please don't. But I am a ton 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fordgalaxy Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 Reading that Chris Cornell has died, maybe at his own hand. RIP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OldRUSHfan Posted May 18, 2017 Share Posted May 18, 2017 I'm a f***ing hypocrite and a piece of shit :( So what are you gonna DO about it? It's within your abilities to change that. Get off your BUTT and DO IT!http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/banana%20Michael%20Jackson%20purple.gif 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Verena Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 I'm a f***ing hypocrite and a piece of shit :( So what are you gonna DO about it? It's within your abilities to change that. Get off your BUTT and DO IT!http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/banana%20Michael%20Jackson%20purple.gif Permanent-Rush can do it! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OldRUSHfan Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 I'm a f***ing hypocrite and a piece of shit :( So what are you gonna DO about it? It's within your abilities to change that. Get off your BUTT and DO IT!http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/banana%20Michael%20Jackson%20purple.gif Permanent-Rush can do it! But the question is, WILL SHE???http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j223/OldRUSHfan/Banana%20World/Joyful%20bouncing%20banana.gif Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bean-tor Posted May 21, 2017 Share Posted May 21, 2017 Two close family members have incurable illnesses. And the odds of me needing emergency open heart surgery during my procedure next month wentup That's a lot to deal with, Union. I'm so sorry to hear this- I'll keep you and your relatives in my prayers and be sending healing thoughts your way. I'm hoping this is one of those cases where things look kind of dark and then turn out to be better than expected. Hang in there, we're with you!Thanks, I really appreciate it. The odds for my heart thing is low still at least. I was just bummed because he said it rose a little bit due to scar tissue in my veins. They want to pull out a wire in my vein but it's surrounded by scar tissue and will laser it away. There's just a chance they could laser away more essential tissue. My thoughts and best wishes to you and your family, Union. I'm still catching up on things around here, but it sounds like you're doing what you can to make your present and future as well as possible, and for that I'm glad. Take good care! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
troutman Posted May 23, 2017 Share Posted May 23, 2017 The look on a child's face. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YYZumbi Posted May 24, 2017 Share Posted May 24, 2017 I was on a job interview for a job that I really wanted this Monday. Today they called and said they found someone with more experience.... Why does this world hate me? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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