nobodys hero Posted August 18, 2011 Share Posted August 18, 2011 I'm so sorry for what you are going through. First, do something to relieve some of your stress so you stop the polyp growth. Second, wait until the biopsy results come back and think only positive until then. I realize with your history you can think of nothing else but try, because the negativity is not helping your stress. We are all here for you and feel free to vent at anytime. There may be people on this board who have gone through a similar experience and can give you advice or share with you. Hang in there! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
metaldad Posted August 18, 2011 Share Posted August 18, 2011 I have a friend that had c.c a few years ago. They got it right away and he is free and clear now. Good luck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tick Posted August 18, 2011 Share Posted August 18, 2011 First off, I'm sorry about everything your going through. Secondly, believe for the best until reason not to. You have a lot of fight in you. Don't give in. God bless you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
treeduck Posted August 18, 2011 Share Posted August 18, 2011 What are your symptoms? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Good,bad,andrush Posted August 19, 2011 Share Posted August 19, 2011 C'mon dude, just be a fighter and trf supports you...there are a lot of healthy ways to relieve stress so just be sting and make good decisions. You can do it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Inthend Posted August 19, 2011 Share Posted August 19, 2011 Really sorry you're having to go thru this so young. I know it doesn't seem fair. Praying you have some good news for us when the results come back. I know it's scary, try not to worry. I pray you'll be able to keep your mind off it and be able to relax maybe some this weekend Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
D3strukt Posted August 19, 2011 Author Share Posted August 19, 2011 To everyone. Thank you VERY much for the kind words. I've been fighting that nagging fear in the back of my brain. I've been attempting to unwind. Well, I was doing fine until I broke my rolands. I got so angry, so I decided to pound away that frusteration to some AC/DC. Messed up the ride cymbal trigger. So now my only way to get away from everything is music. Time for lots of Rush, folks! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeOhBe Bob Posted August 19, 2011 Share Posted August 19, 2011 WOW just know you've got lots of love and positive energy coming your way from us here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lerxt1990 Posted August 19, 2011 Share Posted August 19, 2011 QUOTE (tick @ Aug 18 2011, 02:30 PM) First off, I'm sorry about everything your going through. Secondly, believe for the best until reason not to. You have a lot of fight in you. Don't give in. God bless you. x 1000. hang in there kid. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nettiesaur Posted August 20, 2011 Share Posted August 20, 2011 QUOTE (D3strukt @ Aug 18 2011, 09:03 PM) To everyone. Thank you VERY much for the kind words. I've been fighting that nagging fear in the back of my brain. I've been attempting to unwind. Well, I was doing fine until I broke my rolands. I got so angry, so I decided to pound away that frusteration to some AC/DC. Messed up the ride cymbal trigger. So now my only way to get away from everything is music. Time for lots of Rush, folks! Is there a garbage cart or can that you can bang on outside? (or in the garage) I really feel for you, and drumming was a good idea. I'm sending a big hug your way and lots of prayers! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mara Posted August 20, 2011 Share Posted August 20, 2011 I'm sorry I'm late chiming in on this, but I really feel for you. Do what you've got to in order to get through this. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
umoveme Posted August 20, 2011 Share Posted August 20, 2011 Prayers pod thoughts your way. Please try not to dwell on feeling like a "ticking time bomb." it's ok to feel angry, scared, sad. It's part of the process of getting to a place where you can feel strength and hope. :-) Medicine is always changing and they can really do amazing things these days. Change doctors if you feel like you need to. I know it's very overwhelming. I'm so sorry you are going through this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rushlady23 Posted August 20, 2011 Share Posted August 20, 2011 I'm very sorry to hear this, you are too young to go through something this horrible. Thoughts and prayers coming your way, and hoping your biopsy will prove the polyps are not cancerous. Hang in there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
D3strukt Posted August 21, 2011 Author Share Posted August 21, 2011 A good day today. I got to see my son for the first time in a week! Almost cried, because I missed him so much, but I checked myself (because he's very sentimental and will start crying when you do.) He's starting to walk, which is pretty amazing for a 9 month old. He's only been crawling a month, steady. I feel that ever since I left my GF, that I have lost my emotional support, I guess. So, i've been dealing with. My mother, my first apartment, enrolling in school, getting the license, and finding a new mate. That said, I have found someone, but it's uh, it's complicated. So I might back off of that dramatic bullshit. I don't need it. Living alone doesn't help my mental state either. I find myself up late at night thinking. So I bike a lot at night. Then the other night, I was in a blind spot and busted the innertube on my BRAND NEW bike (literally got it like on Wednesday.) These past few months have sucked, and I really don't know how I go. I feel like i'm on autopilot. Except today. Today feels great. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The_Necromancer_77 Posted August 21, 2011 Share Posted August 21, 2011 I'm sorry. Just remember to think positively. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1 of the 7 Posted August 23, 2011 Share Posted August 23, 2011 QUOTE (D3strukt @ Aug 20 2011, 07:22 PM) Except today. Today feels great. So glad to hear! Enjoy that feeling! And take one day at a time...less overwhelming that way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gompers Posted August 23, 2011 Share Posted August 23, 2011 QUOTE (D3strukt @ Aug 20 2011, 08:22 PM)...finding a new mate. That said, I have found someone, but it's uh, it's complicated. So I might back off of that dramatic bullshit. I don't need it. The last thing you need is instability in another. Be strong for yourself because you can't be strong for a mate at this time. Everything comes in time especially if you tell yourself it will. Do not let any negativity enter your head. Tell yourself that it is good to not have someone now. You have your whole life to find the one best for you. Don't complicate it with someone who is just OK. Things will get better because they are supposed to be better. Tell yourself what you are going through is temporary, not permanent. I have a friend who was going through a very rough time, including depression. One song helped her through a lot. Creed's "Rain". She says it gives her strength now because it led her out of her mind's darkness. QUOTE Can you help me out? Can you let me a hand? It's safe to say that I'm stuck again Trapped between this life and the light I just can't figure out How to make it right A thousand times before I've wondered if there's something more Something more... I feel it's gonna rain like this for days So let it rain down and wash everything away I hope that tomorrow the sun will shine With every tomorrow comes another life I feel it's gonna rain For days and days I feel it's gonna rain I tried to figure out I can understand What it means to live on again Trapped between the truth and the consequence Nothings real Nothings making sense A thousand times before I've wondered if there's something more Something more... I feel it's gonna rain like this for days So let it rain down and wash everything away I hope that tomorrow the sun will shine I feel it's gonna rain like this Rain like this Rain like this Fall down Wash away my yesterdays Fall down So let the rain fall down on me I feel it's gonna rain like this for days Let it rain down and wash everything away I hope that tomorrow the sun will shine I feel it's gonna rain like this Rain like this Rain like this I feel it's gonna rain like this Rain like this I feel it's gonna rain like this I feel it's gonna rain... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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