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GG, I can't believe how much he's grown!!! Waking up to cuddles this morning from Eric and hearing him tell me he loves me. :haz: :7up:

Laughing. My. Ass. Off. The guys walking by my office only hear me roaring with people yelling. :LMAO:

Happy belated Sheldy!!!

Someone that worked at Home Depot made this. It had to have been. This was true on a daily basis when i worked there. I miss that place.

Lady I could use your photos as evidence for what changing to a clean diet can do. You look radiant! Thank you! You may use my pics if you wish. ♥♡♥♡

Those are the very ones!

Er.... uh... well I believe I'm too vertically challenged to become a model. I'm only 5'4".. Thanks to all the wonderful compliments. You really know how to brighten a Gals day. :)

What is it? Is it a chat messenger? I use Kik. My username is sukhoikris.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/spiritcreekmountain/IMG_20140408_140648.jpg This is me a month ago. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/spiritcreekmountain/IMG_20140507_140829.jpg Out on my run on Tuesday. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/spiritcreekmountain/IMG_20140507_143133.jpg Beautiful day it was.

This reminds me of the Scene in Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory when the little guys zap the kid into the TV. Love this!!!

That's the look of pure enjoyement, eh? :haz:

I spoke to soon I suppose. Truth is I went to the ER early this afternoon. They ran some tests and found nothing. They released me a couple hours ago after giving me some drugs. I felt incredibly awful this morning and then around noon I had to go. This is honestly getting very depressing at this point. I wish I could turn the clock back and feel like I did back in January. Stay tuned. This doesn't seem over by a long shot..... :( Thanks friends Sucks, I am so sorry to read this update! Nothing at all from the tests? Weird. I don't suppose you've been tested for Lyme or babesia or any of the other tick-borne illnesses? Or have you? I'm just tossing a random idea out there; I don't know your symptoms. Hope you get this resolved once and for all. Thanks for the post and caring, The tests to this point have been pretty basic and I believe done will some amount of tunnel vision if you will. Pulse rate 38 = pacemaker. Sinuses a mess and deviated septum = septum/sinus brutality surgery. Blood tests only reveal so much I guess depending what they are looking for. This saga doesn't appear to be over by a long shot sadly. I guess I will go back to my family Doc soon for a consult and with a great amount info and see what comes of the circle jerk consult. I am frustrated no lie. A year ago to this date was overweight, drinking etc and always felt fine. Start a workout and lifestyle change a year ago and get in the best shape of my life and now this........ WTF :( I think that our bodies have to go through the crap we went through on our way down the health spiral. So, we have to go back up through the crap on our way up to good health again. I've been sick the last few weeks. I thought I was going to end up in the hospital since my breathing would literally wake Eric and I up in the middle of the night. I couldn't breathe. Felt like a ton of concrete had been poured down my throat. Double ear infections, not being able to breathe, body hurt. Thought I was going to die. I haven't been this sick in 10 years when I had cancer. Now, I'm stressed and taking care of myself and I think everything just tries to escape all at once as your body is detoxing. That's my thought. Feel better soon!

Yeah, Eric's phone get's more communication than I do.

No, I don't know. I do love doing the playful thing with my partner; flirting and teasing while we are not in a position for things to go any further. I have that build up for a good part of the day...then, the love making is a little more intense and, quite frankly, fun (although, sex is like pizza...even when it's not that good, it's still kinda good and I'm glad to have it. :P ). It's nice when that happens, but it just doesn't happen very damn often. I'm usually happy if foreplay is more than the guy grabbing a handful of my breasts and giving them a squeeze. This. I also love that feeling when I turn to see my partner staring at me with the most ethereal look on his face. It's been years since I've seen that... :( I miss it. Sometimes a sweet text can also just set the stage for an awesome home coming. No pun intended.

Er... I'm betting I'll be damn brittle by then!

It looks like your sig is farting a could of hockey penguin. :LMAO: Thank you for the link. Right now, I'm so sick that the thought of detoxing my body even more is frightening... I bet that's why I AM so sick... I've just started really working out, eating clean and nixing all the uncessecary chemicals out of my body while working out to lose the fat. I'm probably going back through the levels of illness on my way back up....

500 light years sounds very far away. In cosmic terms, that's right next door. Seeing one of these planets that's that close means that life elsewhere in the universe is virtually certain.... Why not? We're here!

:spitwater: I DO love me :) Today anyway I loff you always!

Now I want to marry you! ;) ;)

I love me. :P

Spit shine, eh? Just spit on it? :LMAO:

Sex aside, knowing you are wanted and the need for physical contact (hugs, touching, etc.) are basic human needs. To be denied these things is wrong. Narp, I know you said your marriage was good in non-physical ways, but is that good enough? Are you sure it's the right relationship for you at this point in time? (Well, after you recover.) Let me know if I'm overstepping boundaries here... No you are not overstepping any boundaries at all. The fact that you care enough to respond is touching. For me its been so many years (33) that I don't know what to feel at this point. It just seems easier to put up with it... Thanks There's a couple books I've read lately that help with this feeling. One's called Emotional Focused Therapy for Dummies (it's really a great book!) by Brent Bradley, PHD and James Furrow, PHD. The other one is called Hold me Tight by Dr. Sue Johnson. Read these. You will be floored and will know how to deal with what you are feeling or not feeling.

Amen.

Hey he's my age! I didn't know that! Right on! :D Yeah, he is! Did you get to meet him too when I met you? He's just the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on... I really wish I could hang out with you again! That would be awesome. I think I did meet him briefly... was kinda crazy with all the Rush Nuts there. I doubt he or even YOU would recognize me now. BTW have you started the 21 day raw challenge yet? I can send you some recipes to make it really interesting and fun if you want. Or just look at "my" Raw Food Diet thread... I've been posting my recipes I've been coming up with in there. Hey, I just saw this. I didn't start it because I accidentally deleted the email you sent me. :(