jamie

But I'm praying.

I'm always asking myself this. Living in section 8 housing in Arkansas might lower that age.

Getting there.

Trying to get my ducks in a row, can't get my f***s in a row.

I’m regrowing green onions in my kitchen. I’ll see if my neighbor can help me plant them in a few days.

I’m getting pretty damn good at cooking beans

I was somehow able to give 8 vials of blood from the smallest little vein in my hand when I was at the doctors yesterday. Damn my parents’ genetics for giving me deep, rolling veins.

I guess I should try writing letters to my city’s mayor and city council about the lack of ADA Paratransit in my town.

At least I can see a doctor :/

Now I understand why nobody likes being on Medicaid.

how much blood work and how many x-rays do i need to get this time?

and here’s to hoping that i need a back brace for my scoliosis and not spinal surgery

here’s to hoping that i don’t have any more autoimmune disorders, even though i have more Symptoms than ever

Sweet and spicy bbq chicken thighs with rice

that chocolate brownie lava cake was so delicious, but it wasn't worth the unpleasant symptoms

i think i need to slow down on my sugar consumption

if i want to stay up until 4am making brownies in the crockpot then i will

the illness is chronic

hurting

hungy

i love my neighbors, we look out for each other and help each other. i love spending warmer afternoons and evenings outside with them. i love watching my neighbor garden and i love hearing him talk about God. i can’t wait to raise his “foster babies” whenever he gives us his plants’ clones. he’s growing tomatoes, banana peppers and all kinds of herbs.

my knees will be my demise

Dinosaur Jr.?

I had so much fun seeing these guys with my sister a few years ago. I wasn't into them until I saw them.

Major warning for flashing visuals. Even when new Melvins stuff is all over the place, King Buzzo can put down badass riffs. The main riff in this one is going to be stuck in my head for a while.