Alsgalpal Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Pray or whatever you do to your personal diety. (sp) I think I am having a breakdown of some sort. I don't know what else to do, or where to turn to. You are all wonderful to me, and great friends, like a family. My own family wont offer support, and personally am afraid to reach out to anyone for fear of turning them away or scaring them away from being my friend. I have had some severe depression, and, quite frankly, it is scaring me a little. I have had panic attacks from being in such a bad relationship, so I was put on medications, now I can't afford the meds, and had to cease taking them, and come to find out, one of the side effects of not taking it, is just that, bad depression. And worse... So, I apologise to whomever I have lashed out at, I really care for everyone here, and I have some really great friends, very very close ones, you all know who you are... Is this a normal thing to be going thru?? Ending a bad relationship, and many many deaths in my family over the last year and a half. And, health issues, that caused me to face my mortality. Is this normal to feel this way, or am I just being a wimp??? What is going on with me??? Help... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sfuentes Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 You'll be in my thoughts AGP. Hang in there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Drumnut Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 You're in my prayers AGP. You know how to get in touch if you need to anytime. {{{BUGS}}} Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rushengal Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Your in my thoughts and prayers Hoping it all works out for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
esmeralda Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 There's nothing wrong with you, people go through these things from time to time, and you're certainly not the only one.. Music always helps me through difficult times, especially the ones that make you cry, that might relieve a while. So hold one girl, things will get better, always.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rickyrob Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 AGP, you got my PM. Do it asap gal! Thoughts are with you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phoenix Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Batman Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Hold on it WILL get BETTER. Everyone gets the blues some more and worse then others the trick is to understand that it will pass you just have to give it time. Your in my thoughts and prayers. Be well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
neilpeart_gal Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 I'm PMing you now. Hang in there, cutes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Test4VitalSigns Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 AGP u know we are here for you.....u know I'm your friend and if it gets too bad contact me by pm or yahoo..(BUGS) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sodoff Baldrick Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Praying. I've been there myself, so I can relate. Focus on what is positive in your life. I think you'll find there's more there than you realize. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spike Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 I know we don't know each other that well yet, but from what I've seen on this forum, you have some great things going for you - in spite of all the heartache you've had recently. Hang onto everything good in your life! And never hesitate to vent to all of us - we're always here for you, AGP!! <<HUGS>> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LakesideMaiden Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Oh hon...yes, I know exactly how you feel and what you're going through...PM'ing you now... http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v407/lakesidemaiden/hug.gif Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sundog Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 hey AGP I can totally relate to your pain...and I know it's hard when you think that there is no one in the world that has ever hurt this much... How can everyone have such blatant disregard for you and your feelings???? People are so cruel. Depression is an illness and it has to be treated as such. Talk to your Dr. about support groups in your area and then go. You have to be strong and help yourself first...if there is anything I can suggest is TALK the more you talk about your feelings the more you see they are normal and tolerable. If you want to talk let me know...I'm here {{{hugs}}} Jenny Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pags Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 QUOTE (Sodoff Baldrick @ Feb 2 2005, 08:26 AM)Praying. I've been there myself, so I can relate. Focus on what is positive in your life. I think you'll find there's more there than you realize. These are good words, AGP. Absorb them. All you need to pull through this - is within you and around you. Don't see anything else but your desired goals and everything that is good in your life. Put the bad behind you or off to the side, and clear your path. You have a lot of good people who believe in you. You'll find the strongest of them all... is yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
war2112 Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 I feel for you and can identify with you, AGP. Without getting too personal, please remember that there are people in your life who would like nothing more than to be there for you. Please DO consider reaching out to family or close friends. I don't know your personal life, but I'd bet if there is someone close to you, they would do anything in the world to help you. You don't have to be afraid of them if they love you. You also have us here on this board. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GhostGirl Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 You know I understand, hon...sending you good thoughts and hugs now. We believe in you, you're a wonderful mom to those girls, and a great friend. Never hesitate to talk to one of us, we care so much, and it helps a lot just to have someone listen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Notorious B.S.G. Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Kris, there is nothing unique about what you're going through. We ALL get down from time to time. You've just gone through a most traumatic experience, and you've made us all proud with your strength. Please seek me out, and your other friends here, whenever you need a crying shoulder, a pep talk, or another perspective. We believe in you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jack Aubrey Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 What everyone else said, double. You will be in my prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Apollo was astonished Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Dito. While I am newer here, the offer still applies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sweetmiracle Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 Hey, sweetie, remember what Neil said: "Something will turn up." It really will. Things will get better and you will be able to hold on til then..... Don't let anyone put you down or tell you that you can't make it. You've already shown yourself to be a strong woman, and you're getting stronger through all this. Now go have some chocolate and watch Monty Python.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
neilpeart_gal Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 And listen to 'How It Is.' That helped me a LOT when I was going thru my divorce. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BB&B Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 I will keep you in my prayers, Alsgalpal. Get well soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alsgalpal Posted February 2, 2005 Author Share Posted February 2, 2005 thank you everyone. your support, and pms mean so much to me, i am a bit ashamed to pour out my heart on this board, but i would hope that you all would lean on me, when you need me. thats what friends are for, and we are like a virtual family. i am dealing now with things, and it is the most difficult thing i have faced. thank you all so much for your encouragement, and healing words... it helps me to see that there is a light at the end. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iamarushfan Posted February 2, 2005 Share Posted February 2, 2005 hey APG, sounds like youre in a tough situation. my wishes are with you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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